a CAT 's Life

2011-02-06T12:33:00.001+08:00

hey sis,

it’s been 12 years since we last saw each other.

we were the best buddies ever remember?

we never said goodbye when i left,

no presents, no last wishes, no news from then.

i vaguely remember your face, your yellow coat

and perhaps you still remembered my bob hair

but I still believe one day we will meet again

promise me to tell me all the things that i missed okay?

all these years, i hope you are fine.

happy chinese new year.

2011-02-06T12:21:00.001+08:00

学会，自己一个人。

2010-12-20T15:38:00.001+08:00

just back from the wonderful 6C chalet

thanku to the wonderful ppo who took leave from work so as to attend the chalet,

and to those who couldnt make it, i hope we get to meet some day real soon!

4 years is such a long time, yet it’s like ysd when we were tgt in a class full of laughter,

and discussing which sec sch everyone is goin to.

even though we had some pockets of silence where everyone sat quietly,

but i guessed i enjoyed every moment of the reunion

promise me it will stay like this :)

pics :) [click image to enlarge]

2010-11-13T16:23:00.001+08:00

full bloom

the sea, the sky and the umbrella

brewing storm

sky of hope

2010-11-12T09:47:00.001+08:00

haha i m sorry to my blog for abandoning it for so long.

well lots of things happen lately

some are good, some not so good.

but whatever it is i cant believe i m moving on to senior high

LIKE SO SOON o.o

i was thinking back

about all the touching things ppo have did

and their kindness to me.

it may be a energetic hello and a bright smile tat brightened my day.

it may be the warm word of concern when i looked worn out.

it may be the lollipop of my favourite flavour that someone threw into my bag.

it may be a generous stranger who gave up seat for my clarinet.

it may be a call that changed my life.

it may be a sms that lit up my heart.

and so the list goes on…

thank you all for the great little things (:

2010-08-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

the world i see just got uglier.

and i m forced to see it.

maybe it’s just me, but i still prefer to think that there are really great things and great moments and great people who are there for you at the time you didnt expect them to be there, and make you smile.

then theres pressure, doubt, and uncertainty.

but thanks to the stars in the night sky which gave me the peace i needed, for that little moment.

doubts are just the bad guys who tries to make you fail.

get up kaiwen, you can do this.

2010-07-04T19:06:00.001+08:00

yayyeeee the me is back.

so yesterday was saturday.

went for the song writing competition and performed with rongggg.

sang for the first time with the microphone.

sang for the first time infront of so many people.

sang for the first time so loudly, unafraid.

well though my voice is not great at all haha.

i got my happy mood back.

esp when tday JUST SO MANY PPL SMSED ME :D

it has been long being so busy just replyin smses.

i know this is just coincidence, but still I M HAPPY :D

looking forward to tmr like mad.

well if you dont know, mad also stands for (Massive Assured Destruction) hahaha and that was from hist class.

anw tmr is a BIG DAY. and its gonna be the best YOUTH DAY EVER.

coz in the morning we are gonna meeet up for art club hand over lunch AT SWENSENS :D i feel accomplished reserving the seats for the first time haha. and den aft that i m goin to meet my DEAREST DEAREST DEAREST pri sch besties to watch ECLIPSE :D

seems like every year, it’s the twilight saga that unite us all :D

the nxt time we meet will prob be aft O’s. and thats like SO LONGGGGGG.

gonna treasure tmr. thanku for giving such great fwens, who makes me smile even they are not here beside me :D

cheeers.

2010-06-30T21:57:00.001+08:00

(for a moment, I FORGOT WHICH MONTH I M IN –.-)

read my previous post. and realise i almost wanted to type the same first paragraph again.

i dunno whats happening to me.

and seems like everyday it becomes harder to smile.

and to laugh, and to be optimistic.

meiriyiju just makes everything worse.

coz i am forced to plunge into the feeling i deny.

the feeling i have these days tat i refuse to let it take over me.

and when i write it out i dun feel any better.

okay OBS was great, and shandong trip was marvellous.

but i dun understand why now i am feeling exactly like 13 may, and probably even worse.

a few times i m holding back tears, a few times i m screaming to myself to stop this.

i did not complete my sentence when i said i need the sea.

coz i need the sea to cry.

2010-05-13T23:42:00.001+08:00

a few times i opened the blogger window.

and den i closed it as i just dun hav a gd mood to write anything cheery.

tday i dunno how i feel.

and i was reminded that i din understand smile anymore.

but there are times when u are asked to smile, u just cant.

coz theres this uncertainty tat stuck to the heart like some disease.

coz i ve made up one whole pack of flaws of myself.

coz i m lost in the area tat is suppose to be my strength.

coz i keep feeling empty inside.

thank u all for giving me the things that i ve lost hope in,

but i need a place to cry.

2010-04-21T20:04:00.001+08:00

this is like the first time i’ve lost my voice.

and it is frustrating coz u cant talk freely, or sing your fav song.

but thanks to the friends who 主动 come talk to me, and that cheered me up a little.

2010-04-20T20:31:00.001+08:00

every crucial time like this, i havta fall ill.

and the cough syrup this time taste totally horrible.

本来still feel okay de, den aft taking the syrup i feel like puking and my whole mouth goin numb –.-

so no choice i had to swallow two pieces of chocolates which defeats the whole purpose of curing cough. Best thing is even aft eating the chocos still got the disgusting taste left in my mouth.

i m DEFINITELY goin to ask for tablet next time ZZ

last week i din noe how i survived, bt apparently it is harder to survive this wk. 27 apr is such a monster tuesday. And i dun get to rejoice for very long with the physics test on thurs.

when can we really hav a break? T_T

2010-04-18T23:25:00.001+08:00

Watched phantom of the opera again.

I still don’t like Raoul :( paiseh no offense.

Had to skip the part where christine returns phantom the ring and he let her leave with Raoul, before tears take over me.

But the ending was unavoidable, with the imagery just sets us thinking.

sometimes we really do judge people by the face,

and neglected them, and discriminated them.

so is it his fault for seeking the violent way of getting revenge?

it may be easy for us to say he could have chosen to be a good guy,

but how many so far could do that when tortured so inhumanly when young, even abandoned by ur own mother who hated u simply because of your deformed face.

he only needed love, and care, which no one gave him.

but one thing the phantom forgt: a beautiful heart wins any surface appearance

and self pity will just destroy ur own heart.

I wished that he had a gd life aft christine was gone. perhaps he went to write music secretly for opera house, perhaps he performed magic shows for living, or design architectures. These are unknown but two things i m absolutely sure.

1. He learnt to face himself, abandoning the mask.

2. He loved Christine for the entire life.

2010-04-15T23:31:00.001+08:00

i’ve been getting in bad mood these days :(

sorry if i ve affected anyone.

lost heart for everything, anything.

and the enthusiasms became shorter.

i almost forgot how it feels like to laugh like mad.

until mdm loh showed us the very funny video ysd.

until we laughed our hearts out in hostel during lunch.

until the prac with rong which turned out to be hilarious :D

but the laughing did not last.

and i couldn find it back tday.

coz i m stuck in between the grey areas again

and fought my brain strongly to stop thinking in two perspectives.

ar nvm, i will be fine tmr.

thx. at least drawing help to distress alittle (:

phew writing down makes me feel so much better, though in an abstract way xP

byes for now~

2010-04-04T18:28:00.001+08:00

in the heart of fire,

there lies a lilac.

unable to scream

unable to cry

yet its petals burn

beautifully in the flame.

scotched,

tomented,

hurt.

furious red

swirling purple.

all merging into one

the best match you can ever find.

and you’d never notice,

how the lilac tore itself apart

from the inside

it vanishes forever.

but its beauty remains

is that how it should end?

or someone could have pulled it out

from the fire.

there was a choice.

2010-03-31T21:17:00.001+08:00

i nv knew the word dendrobium could strike me so hard,

when it was mentioned in chemistry class tday.

Almost immediately i thought about dendrobium peixin joy. The hybrid orchid flower that belongs to our primary school.

Had a little memory rush today, when all the memory pictures came back at one go. The eco pond, the lab, the mango tree we used to climb, the monkey bar, the field with a big bare patch, the canteen with long colourful benches and the big big “towards excellence” in the small hall.

peixin was not the name most people have heard of, but it will live forever.

She may not have the best facilities, but she’s got the best teachers, my best friends and my best memories.

She may just be an ordinary neighbourhood pri school, but there has to be smth special about her that makes all of us want to go back.

go back to revisit the place that gave us joy, make us tear, gave us the grateful heart.

on the last few days I’ve looked around the class, trying hard to capture the scene, coz someday i will miss it.

and true enough. i miss it like crazy.

missed the gray floor, missed the metal window panes, missed the laughter.

i feel like i want to run back to my sch. but the sch i went to is not there anymore.

sometimes changes are not what we will like, but we have to live with it. But our memories will not change. I won’t live in the past, but i won’t forget where i came from.

oh yes. proudly to say: i was a peixinian.

2010-03-24T19:23:00.001+08:00

i was lost for words coz my brain went completely blank.

and then the answers came to me one by one only after everything is over.

leaving one unanswered. but i guess someday i will figure out myself.

it’s tough :(

nobody said it’s gonna be easy.

experience is more valuable.

i’ve learnt, and consolidated.

self recovery and smile will be all I need.

the next will be a better one :D

2010-03-23T19:21:00.001+08:00

sometimes things can be easily planned, but they don’t always go as well as the way you intended it to be.

obstacles, difficulties?

no worries we’ll just leap over them :)

and behind us is the vast beautiful sky we’ve nv noticed :D

2010-03-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

the tune haunted me for at least an hour, with its notes mocking and replaying a hundred million times in every part of my brain.

why is memory suddenly so good when it collapse at the most crucial time?

i cant recall, and i don’t want to recall.

it’s over,

so smile now.

it will do you more good.

2010-03-19T10:06:00.001+08:00

HEH I FINISHED DN ANGEL :DD

and i m not feeling guilty that i din finish my hw.

haha

anw ysd physics proj was real fun, i think my hse shld b vry happy to have 5 ppo coming to cheer the hse up :D

at least we finished the carcar

now i m like in school –.- trying to do LA but apparently i side-tracked and start to write this post.

heh i m so goin to concentrate now :X

2010-03-14T22:40:00.001+08:00

i wish i can go here someday :D with my dearest bunch of friends :D

den we can shout and jump and splash water everywhere, and probably build a super tall sand mr. snowman hehe

back to reality,

if only holidays can be like that X_X

without the tall snowman made of homework and projects

haha

nvm, one day holiday will be like that :D

2010-03-06T15:20:00.001+08:00

头痛的事情 are endless.

got a super bad sorethroat now and totally din noe how i survived ysd :D

well one is down, and now i have to mad chiong all the hw T_T

ANW THANKU SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO WENT TO WATCH THE CONCERT AND OSO THOSE THAT GAVE ME WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT :D :D :D :D :D

2010-02-28T21:57:00.001+08:00

tcher gave me much confidence today :D

thanku!

yea i will put on my best smile and enjoy myself de.

it’s something to be happy about :D

Anyway recently i ve been really into owl city’s songs.

especially “fireflies” :D

it’s the first song that ever made me smile the whole day long, just imagining ten-million fireflies lighting up the world as I fell asleep :D

sweet dreams~

2010-02-13T18:44:00.001+08:00

my tagboard is dead X____X

wadeva, gotta have reunion dinner soon!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D:D

2010-02-12T22:39:00.001+08:00

12.02.2010.Friendship Day in Advance

sometimes i lose myself in the grey zones.

i debated with myself what is right, what is wrong.

but i could not find the answer.

the majority went right,

i thought about left.

and i didn know which is the right choice

I was lost. self doubting and self blaming.

and perhaps u didn noe what i was thinking,

but u just sat there with me

talking easily, healing me slowly.

and no matter what, you all are behind my back

sharing joy, sharing passion, sharing thoughts

theres no longer a need for words to describe,

we know by heart.

a common past unite us all.

we were the luckiest lot ever.

and it is a truly friends forever.

A very happy friendship day to all my dear friends! :D

2010-02-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

I see hope :)

2010-01-31T16:12:00.001+08:00

Every week, sunday, 3.30pm is the happiest moment of my entire week.

and it signifies the start of my so-called free time for the rest of the day.

Then after 10minutes of recalling little happy things throughout the week and how well ur music lessons went, u have to face the reality of homework.

such a dreadful word.

and the start of another mad wave of hypertension.

and all they could do is shake their heads and say: “poooor kaiwen” with the least bit of pity in their voice and you have to continue wad u’re playing.

oh well. suddenly I thought of daisies :D

The first one and the only one flower i received was a pink daisy. and it was from a friend after she watched the concert i performed in.

daisies are the most simple yet elegant flower ever :D

okay i should stop imagining and 自我陶醉-ing.

getting back to work T_T

2010-01-18T17:55:00.001+08:00

and so today is my last day of being 15.

16 will be better.

See that sign there?

I will make my turn :D

2010-01-16T12:34:00.001+08:00

this is how i should describe my situation now.

It’s like i dump myself into the drain and let myself drown even though i can get out of it just by leaping out. problem is, why didn’t i make that leap. and worst still even i don’t understand.

maybe I’m too lazy.

if not nobody will be stupid enough to make the same mistakes 100 times.

i will change.

2010-01-13T19:55:00.001+08:00

had a hectic day tday :(

but i loved the one-hour lunch hahahaha.

anw, today was basically doin craft work in class with rong

but i still din manage to finish decorating my LA journal.

Chinese lesson was writing compO. i think our hcl tcher is starting to hiong liao O_O but wadeva it is he is such a gd tcher :D

the two sentences that he taught us to say everyday is:

1. I CAN DO IT (我可以做到）

2. 我爱华文

and it seems tat many ppo are under his influence HAHAHAHA

aft tat went library myself to wait for my dad, and while reading i fell asleep omg.

den i was awakened by the voice of librarian who was scolding the ppl at the cafe area.

for a sec i tot she was scolding me for sleeping in the library haha

go do work le, bye!

2010-01-11T20:51:00.001+08:00

There are like so many new and difficult challenges this year :(

but i ve nv had such gd feelings before :D i will be alright yea :D

haha and i ve juz made up my mind to be organised

i think the “green” calendar tat i bought to sch amused a handful of ppl HAHAHAHA

but i really hope we can save the earth. i m goin greeeeeen :D

tmr is the dreadful FOUR HOURS of MEP T_T i hope i dun fall asleep.

shall go stock up food for tmr aftnoon :DD

lalla~

2010-01-05T19:29:00.001+08:00

omg this is my first post for 2010 :D

Oh yayy sch started.

at least i dun hav to face four blank walls for most of the days anymore :D

but hav to mad chiong hw now T__T

my photo journal totally GG liao hahaha

but anw i love my seating now :D and i so hope that ms yee wun change our seating :D

at least my hopes for a better seat last year din fail me :D

tday marks the end of our vry vry vry short orientation trip :(( ysd was epic :D our group was ownage can :D

den tday all the classes had to fix some jigsaw puzzle which total up to be like 3000+++++ pieces :D lester was the designer, den everyone was like scolding him for coming out wif such a tough pic. But it wasnt easy to design something so big la :D and the idea of whole lvl completing a puzzle that is 100% personalised to suit us is really good :D

i hope to see the completed puzzle soon.

so looking forward to tmr :D

2009-12-30T17:22:00.001+08:00

wahahahaha alot of nice stuff happened these few weeks.

Firstly, bought a yamaha fife :D

secondly, daddy is goin to bring me fly kite :D (we are not childish, we are young at heart :D)

thirdly, CLASS GATHERING IS TMR :D:D

haha apart from these, there is still the horrigible vegetable thoughts about hw –.- i think i m like slower den snail.

holiday at home is boring. and doing hw with the clock ticking so loudly behind me is even more boring.

but at least better den studying for tests everyday la T_T

look forward to tmr :D

2009-12-18T21:43:00.001+08:00

it is the first time someone staying over at my house :D and that privileged person is ZHENYI :D haha.

first day went choa chu kang to play table tennis and badminton wif her and company. WE PLAYED FOR FOUR HOURS! :D

whoa it was real shiok. :D yea that’s the word.

but the after effects was X__X the nxt day we have severe muscle aches but who cares? :D we had fun!

i was super pressurized when i slept wif zy coz i always seem to fight with air when i m sleeping. so i vry scared i will suddenly kick her or smack my hand on her head or smth xP

heng i was quite 乖 that night :D

nxt day we chiong hw from morning to night. and the wonderful feeling of doin hw wif a friend will always stay in my memory.

night time = fun time. we played cave chaos and we laughed like two mad ladies :D

stil remembered the first time i played with luorong, oso laughed like mad :D haha i wonder what is she doing now.

seems like alot ppl are overseas alady. hope they are having fun.

gotta look forward to tmr (:

2009-12-15T11:13:00.001+08:00

had a really terrible nightmare last night :((

and the worst thing is that it is stuck in my head.

seems like nigtmares love to dig up those fears that u dun wish to acknowledge in the day to haunt u in the night.

brain is a powerful thing haha.

anw found this pic and i tot it’s real cool :D

this one is made by cool text :D

i think i m really random here, but this is the result of staying at home and getting super boredd.

shall go watch telly later, byes~

2009-12-14T17:22:00.001+08:00

i think i m procrastinating alot :((

so wednesday will be a good time to concentrate with zhen yi arnd haha

looking forward to then. :D

(i really shld speed up my hw T_T)

2009-12-13T19:57:00.001+08:00

got new books for my shelf :D

i m like crazily addicted to 袁腾飞’s book on 《历史是个什么玩意儿》 it’s really funny and the stories are all very memorable. i think he is the best history teacher ever :D

wish i can get the 2nd and 3rd book too :D

the other books are english novels: the famous roald dahl’s short stories, ‘the memory keeper’s daughter’ and ‘note by note’. think i saw the second book in sch library and some friends told me that it’s a lovely book so i decided to buy one for collection :D

Got 2 sets of new CDs too. classicals are still the best :D

and i really love the cover art :D

if only they have clarinet 101, i think i will love them haha :D

but its nice that they have these two albums :D

hope that in the middle of chiongin hmwk and pressurised by all kinds of stuff, they will soothe me alittle :D

music seriously rox <3 so do my darr clarinet <333

2009-12-13T19:16:00.001+08:00

Friday was marvellous!

outings with zhen yi weiqing and char always brings awesome memories.

anw was really “lucky” to have my slippers die when i came out from the mrt station. the strap simply came off –.-

den i had to drag around with my right foot and when i reached cathay i just took off my slippers and walked around barefooted. it’s a cool experience u know :D especially in the carpeted areas :D :D

we went to watch new moon (twilight saga seem to unite us all). den during the show me and zhen was like busy discussing the story plot to char and weiqing hahahaha,

credits to my 3 lovely fwens who accompanied me to go search for slippers :D bought a pair of brown ripples which is real comfortable.

we hanged arnd in plaza singapura esp the yamaha shop where char was like pulled over by the “transparent” violin :D i shld hav taken a foto of char, she looked super cute haha.

den we saw a really nice white piano and i bet zhen yi will look gorgeous while playing on it.

i think we both will scream if we see a transparent piano xP

sadly weiqing had to leave early so we hurriedly took some pics together.

i think the toilet mirror is super cool :D

till the next meeting~

2009-12-07T16:55:00.001+08:00

BACK FROM TAIWAN.

Finally and reluctantly.

and the moment i set foot in singapore i m back to reality T_T

reality of doin HOMEWORK.

but at least the good side is i will be seeing my lovely fwens soon :D

will be posting about the trip soon :D

2009-11-05T21:54:00.001+08:00

ysd we played cashflow game. AND GUESS WAD WAS MY JOB?

janitor! –.-

hahahaha but aft awhile i gt bored after being stuck around only $1000 savings. at least the game not bad la. i wish to own one, becoz i dun hav any board games at home. not even monopoly T_T but den i dun think it will be any different for me to own one since i gt no one to play wif at home. HEH.

hah nvm at least archery was super fun tday :D:D:D

i seriously think that archery is really cool.

its like how many chance will u get to be like Legolas in lord of the rings? :D

aft lunch went to library wif celeste to read for a while.

the talk aft tat was abit boring but at least the otter mascot is cutee :D

shall end off here.

thanks to xinxin hu saved me for lending me the 54 bucks hahahhaha. :D

wish rong take photo of her grand piano soooon :D

2009-11-04T22:08:00.001+08:00

seems like i m always too lazy to upload my hp pics hahahaha.

so here is a load of them accumulated from dunno how long ago :D

our sch’s piano studio :D

pretttyyyy

i came by this lovely aquarium in suntec :D

fishy fishy :D

yankai making his deciding move :D

gambate thinking!

u can see that i m bored rite? XD

really really really boreddddd

and all i hav is a poor tennis ball to play wif :( but this pic is nice :D hehe

fattening hur? but i dun care XD since its BUFFET

can u believe this is in singapore! :D

totally gorgeoussss

lovely stain glass

HAH just an hour later we seem to be totally in china :D

i look SUPER retarded O_O hahahaha

still gt somemore photos but dunno why cant upload X: shall upload nxt time :D

2009-10-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

pics uploading…

KL twin towers

(so here we hav the master work of ziyang and lester)

this one taken by lester. nice angle :D

hah and here shall be all the random pics i took :D

nice blue sky aft exam :D

taken on the car at dawn :D

this is the real sunrise xD

tcher faster come pls T_T

shall take more aft exam. and absolutely when we go taiwan :D

i dun want to take vaccine tmr T_____T

ahh wadeva, aft tat will be fine :D

byeeeeee~

2009-10-23T17:30:00.001+08:00

WAHAHA I M BACK!

chalet was super duper nice even though i almost entirely missed the second day haha.

first day was really nice at ahhhhh rong’s house and i got to try the violinnnn :D yayyys

den she showed me first 3 episodes of konan and i think i will be starting to watch it vry sooooooon if i feel like it haha. (but it’s abit long leh, when is it goin to end heh? :D) aft we reach there is like W-O-A-H. 3 groups of ppl playing mahjong.

we settled down in the tv room and they start to teach me and i think i m super lag. but awhile den can get the game le lar :D den somehow we moved up to the second floor and lester was trying to teach us how-to-shift ur mahjong rows. HAHA. not bad, we the newbie table is cool de lor :D heeeeh.

alot of interesting things happen, some super hilarious. i was like alternating between mahjong and cards den in the end only slept for 2hrs.

reallllly wanted to go watch sunrise wif celeste they all but i seriously wanted to sleeeep haha. next time we shall find a gooood spot and watch as a class :D yay

sad thing is the nxt day i had to leave very early for some leadership training thing.

and then blah blah blah happened.

i reached chalet at 9pm+ and the worst ever experience was to walk up the hill alone with not a single person around. and den the silhouettes of some buildings were dot dot dot. but not bad, i din get scared or anything :D hehe

haish i think i was too late so i missed my chance playing wif ahqiu and the last rounds wif rong they all. but anw still had a nice dinner of pizza hut and came to know about all the troubles they had while getting the food so A REALLY BIG THANKU TO ALL WHO MADE THE MEALS POSSIBLE :D sry was unable to help u all :X

chatted wif the guys alittle and den when xinxin woke up we played the games as usual. i think the whole routine is like the same la. sleep, play, eat, drink, doze for awhile, play, chat, blah. hahaha

XIN IS CUTEEEE :D

den aft many many rounds of mahjong we got really bored so we played stacko. laughed our heads off like dunno wad coz yichen was really sui and always kena dice roll haha. den in the end lester and ziyang was trying to build the malaysia twin towers using the mahjong blocks. it was very nice and aft much efforts kay! shall post their master piece pic up soon :D

morn was just packing up and playing the last few rounds of daidi bfore checking out haha.

A BIG THANKU ONCE AGAIN FOR ALL WHO MADE THIS CHALET POSSIBLE AND BY HELPING OUT FOR THE FOOD AND STUFF! :D:D:D

we shall look forwards to a even better chalet nxt time!

p.s. i dun wan monday to come D: T_T so i shall try to enjoy myself as much as possible bfore getting back all the disappointing results. heh! nvm nxt year we’ll all do better yea! :D

2009-10-20T15:29:00.001+08:00

YAYYYYYY ONE MORE PAPER TO GOOO :D

wahahaha i so look forward to chalet :D :D :D

2009-10-20T15:26:00.001+08:00

2009-10-19T20:01:00.001+08:00

heh when u’ve an exam, one week seems eternity.

日子好难熬啊！

天哪，每天简直是一分一分地倒数。

平时是哗啦一下日子就过去了。

哈哈也不知怎的突然用华文写，可能是读太多物理了吧。

哎呀为啥明天物理华文一块儿考啊～

好想快点考完去度假村哦～呵呵我要拜师学打麻将咯！

比如说跟啊秋等等等高手学。

希望星期五的历史别再重演啊！

物理卷子您可怜可怜我们这些学生吧！

我要去杯(mug)咯！

大家也加油/水啊！

拜拜～

2009-10-13T13:37:00.001+08:00

wheeeeeee i so look forward to eoys to be over :D

lalla

2009-09-27T20:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.

sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

and the shadow of the day,

will embrace the world with grey

and the sun

will set for you.

2009-09-25T20:49:00.001+08:00

mannnnn aft exercising u get OXYGEN DEBT.

but aft few days of rotting on MRT u get SLEEPING DEBT hahaha

heh i think i m real fortunate to hav a car to get to sch everyday

coz now i experience how tiring it is to go sch by MRT.

No.1: no seat

No.2: super crowded u cant even put ur bag on the floor

No 3: have to sleep while standing with a high risk of dropping the file on someone’s toes (but heng nv la, mostly is drop on my own toes only haha)

But it’s a gd experience to be back to the days whereby there was no car and all i can depend is the almighty MRT :D i shall be grateful everytime i take the car :D

2009-09-22T20:05:00.001+08:00

HAH MEP IS OFFICIALLY OVER.

though still got the checking paper and stuff BUT FINALLY FOR ONCE TUESDAY IS FREE YAYYY :D

i shall slack abit first :D

2009-09-21T14:28:00.001+08:00

you will win the war. i know you can.

everyone is waiting for you to be alright.

pls wake up soon.

in my heart i ve silently folded a thousand paper cranes.

though it’s 2 countries apart,

we will wait for good news yea?

you will be okay.

2009-09-20T22:04:00.001+08:00

sat aftnoon was NICE :D

thanks for all the music sharing by zhen yi, keng leong and weiyang :D

u all are so great musicians xD!!!

it was really an enjoyable aftnoon playing music wif u guys and having to come out with an hr long concert with just –1hr of practice HAHA

but the end product is still awesome yea? :D

and a big BIG thank u to aunty janice for the lovely dinner :D

2009-09-18T22:54:00.001+08:00

I LOVE TDAY!

like usual haha. this year rocks, and tday rocks :D

morning we had new seating arrangement. i sitting wif yankai and guess wad, i will be seating wif him during eoy seating too hahaha.

i realise smth impt tday :D

anw silence is gd :D and having a helpful partner is really nice :D

i shall learn to sit still and pay attention for awhile. though no 100% guarantee i wont think about wad to eat for lunch or just stone there haha.

lunch was amazzzing hahaha.

walking in the rain is refreshing u noe? :D esp with luorong celeste xinxin eileen HAHA.

and running with umbrella and trying to synchronize at the same time with 3 ppl is super fun haha :D

at least the results are satisfying :D we got our delicious M_____ lunch.

me luorong went foyer first bcoz she wanted to show me the cat pouch at the carnival. THE THINGS ARE SUPER CHEAP omg. i regretted for bringin so little $$$ but at least i m happy that i gt 2 one-of-a-kind keychain and a set of brand new PENTEL OIL PASTEL FOR ONLY $1.00 MUAHAHAHA :D

luorong was like saying that the little pouch keychain i have can be used to put diamond O_O so that next time if i m broke i still hav a backup HAHAHA

saw an adidas brand new soccer ball for only $5.00. wow rite?

i din get to go carnival again aft tat coz was chiongin the lantern thing haha. i think we very cool, almost the whole lantern (except crepe paper) is we get from the recycling bin and the canteen hahaha. at least we managed to chiong out la :D the guys were very funny, they were like cheering for us to do the crafts hahaha.

kellie’s swiss army knife rocked. :D we used the knife to cut the cardboard haha. den kind xinxin helped me <s>cut</s> saw! hehe

aft that was the opening ceremony. had fun playing with the 麦芽糖 :D i had the honour of having 3 ppl teaching me this noob how to play with it and how to eat hahaha. rong was like telling me nid to hav 2 sticks to pick up the sweet den eileen was giving advise and prompts and stuff. den ziyang provided free labour to help me twist the sweet haha jkjk. yay i like 麦芽糖，tq luorong for the sweet :D

i think CO is real cool. the first part is niceeee :D

right aft that we headed to the PAC to watch concert.

first item was wushu and i think wengwa is really pro. the others were brilliant too haha. i think i can never do wushu mann.

bleh hav to stop here coz i hav to shut down com now T_T

hope tmr lesson goes well :D

look forward to tmr AFTNOON :D:D:D

byes~

2009-09-17T21:15:00.001+08:00

HAH! phy and chem test OVER.

screwed phy but i dun care le lar, just glad is over :D

den during ACE watched a video on POL POT which me and ah qiu got SUPER ANGRY and SADD :(

i think it was a vry gd video.

got high during HCL at my area there. we were crapping and laughing like mad.

The other side of the class was DEFINITELY in the same mode as well heehee :D

currently looking superrrrr forward to tmr :D

2009-09-10T16:08:00.001+08:00

so here are the pics of melaka! :D

the extensively decorated trishaws

i suppose this is the river that we were supposed to take on a river cruise for level camp ba haha

dutch square is red everywhere!

hey kitty! look here plsssss :D

Ruins of St. Paul Church. see that ladder over there?

i m climbing on it!

the inside of the church

i wonder where did the roof go.

u can actually see many many small holes in the bricks. i think it went porous aft ages of wind and rain. HEH! THE POWER OF NATURE!

this cannon is reallll small :D

haha let’s see if u can work out what was carved on it

dare to play wizards’ chess wif me? on this pretty patch of grass and cement?

the inside of a shopping centre. if only the sky is more blue…

guess what is this? HAHA

nice blurry effect :D taken on the bus

another shot taken on the bus. hmmm i wish i could live in a house like this, at the seaside…

the outside of Baba and Nyonya museum. sadly no photography allowed inside.

the house is definitely marvellous

i stil can remember the bus plate no. JJJ2009!

cool rite? :D:D

2009-09-09T22:09:00.001+08:00

THANKS TO ZHENYI AND WEIQING AND MUMMY,

i m reminded that tday is the awesome day of 090909!!!! :D:D

2009-09-05T22:35:00.001+08:00

BACK from malacca one day trip :D

saw alot, learnt alot.

but one day trip is definitely not enuff!

i was super envious of the seaside bungalows.

daddy said that just my room alone can buy me one of those bungalows.

I’ve already started planning my garden in my head.

but i m not going to live there.

i still love my flat.

and my lovely bed room :D

will be posting pics and details soooon :D

2009-08-20T20:54:00.001+08:00

2009-08-17T21:49:00.001+08:00

simple happy things tday :D

-folding roses wif loads of ppl tday :D

-getting all of the roses done in one morning :D

-ordering 4 fav dishes for lunch :D

-found some interesting stuff in bookshop :D

-helped to complete few questions for the poster exhibition :D

-met a friend on the way home :D

-found a chocolate bar gt offer :D

-saw celeste xinxin and kellie on a passing bus :D

-reached clementi on time and took the correct bus :D

-made a decision to start revising soon :D

-dl a lot of new hp games :D

and the list goes on tmr :D

2009-08-14T20:54:00.001+08:00

haha from now on i m calling jiahan HAN-ER

I think it sound so nice la :D

wahahaha

anw tday died from physics.

and den became alive again in art club.

tday art club rocked seriously.

yayyyyyeeee :D

2009-08-10T17:54:00.001+08:00

i think this is really drama.

tday when i woke up, it was raining outside, which means that we cant go chek jawa le. dad was really nice and he say we shall try our luck and hope that it din rain in changi. i was like pouting on the car coz it was raining all the way UNTIL we reach woodlands, AND THE GROUND IS DRY! den suddenly i was grinning very widely and feeling so relieved. i was goin high and all and den when we reach punggol, there was abit of rain. i m like O___O omg pls dun rain liao, and den the rain got heavier and heavier.

when we reach changi ferry terminal the rain was pouring like dunno wad. my mum still can joke that we dun hav to wash car le. the stormy sea look no diff from the sky, actually i couldn tell which is which. and so daddy took a big U-turn and went back.

wow. its like we woke up 5 plus in the morning, and toured the whole singapore for 2 hours on the car. i think it was abit waste of fuel and waste of sleep lor T_T

the bed is so nice, esp when it’s pouring outside. and so i drifted away in my dreams. i dream of some super weird story, with me being the magician of the king or smth. den i was supposed to assassinate another magician who live in a magical forest. so i set off, but when i went into the woods, i loved the forest and all my memories of why i went there was wiped out. so i lived with the general and we were close like sisters. den some wizard sent by the king managed to find me and restored my memories with a THREE-EYED CAMERA. omg that is super duper weird. okay den i lied tat the other magician had fled upon knowing my arrival.

THEN, THE WIZARD HANDED ME A CROWN WHICH LOOKED LIKE CHRISTMAS TREE AND ASKED ME TO HAND IT TO THE KING. I HEARD AN AQUAINTANCE’S FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING AND SO I TURNED AND I EXPECTED HER TO HELP ME TAKE THE CROWN. BUT WHO KNOWS, SHE SAID:" HEY, HOW DID U KNOW TAT I M HERE TO WAKE YOU UP?” I OPENED MY EYES AND SAW MY MUM, AND I SAID: “ HUH? I THOUGHT YOU WANT TO TAKE THE CROWN FOR ME?” DEN MY MUM WAS LIKE:" ????????????????”

and the worst thing is i stared at her and pronounced those words loud and clear. so i dunno if i m really awake, or haven waken yet. but i know that when i got up from my bed, i was fully awake, wondering wad on earth i have been saying. zzz

HAHAHA. i bet it was a combination of 神话, harry potter, maple story and TOY STORY HAHAHAHAHAHA :D:D

2009-08-08T12:19:00.001+08:00

got pangseh-ed again for the XXXX time le.

tday suppose to go johor wif daddy’s fwen which i look forward to like mad.

and guess wad, this morning we waited for more than 2 hrs, and no phone call came from daddy’s fwen.

so in the end i tried to do hmwk, but cant concentrate coz i keep thinking that we will be leaving soon. call xx oso no ans, so we just hav to wait.

den is like aft u happily packed all ur stuff and last min it’s cancelled.

it’s like supposed to leave at 10, and den xx only called at 12.

it’s okay. monday will be a gd day :D

2009-08-07T22:06:00.001+08:00

HAH TDAY ROCKS!

another good day tat i will treasure loads :D

morning had national day celebration

i think the dun forget the lyrics game quite cool :D

although i joined my group like last min haha.

den face painting was nice too (although it was more of hand drawing haha)

aft tat had macbeth role play discussion wif my LA grp.

i dun think i did quite a gd job in my lines, but i strive to be better the nxt time :D

i think i was abit gong gong during the discussion coz i din get the plot. froggy (wengwa) oso din get it. hahaha.

den went kfc for lunch with celeste, xinxin, kellie, eileen ng, qiurui, wengwa, ziyang. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO IKEA AFT THAT but in the end we stayed in kfc approx 3 hrs straight bcoz we met mr loh, chengkai and lester there. then celeste, eileen and xinxin began their long chat with mr loh, me and qiurui were playing chinese chess, and the guys were playing poker cards. den aft tat we gt abit tired so we joined in to play cards.

i think it was the longest time i ve ever played cards haha xD

den at night i talked to my older cousin on the phone who is overseas for 2 hours straight HAHA. i told him tat the card i using can tok for 700 mins. den he replied: “omg i no nid to sleep liao” well actually i really can tok for 700mins lor :D cant blame me, we dun even get to see each other once every 5 years T_T. den talked with my aunt for another 15 min.

i really hope tat my cousins are in singapore, den i can see them every week :D

wahahha i so look forward to tmr’s malaysia trip and MONDAY’s CHEK JAWA TRIP. haha my long long wish is goin to be fulfilled!!!! i checked the tidal timings like so many times and FINALLY FOR ONCE IT IS LOW AT 8.30am HAHA :D:D

yayyyyyyy. crabbies, flatworms, sponges and other creatures, kaiwen is goin to visit u soooon!

reflections

2009-08-01T16:03:00.001+08:00

this week had been a really high week for me THANKS to all my dearest fwens :D

on friday i looked forward to art club like dunno wad but i had to go and take my hcl test. so i chionged finish and den went to art club. we met a problem. a serious, BIG problem. i hope she comes back soon.

den in the evening went to watch postcards from Spain with ruo wei and we made it JUST IN TIME at the sound of the last call. HAHA, PHEW! the concert was really nice especially the last piece BOLERO. aft the concert, we got up from our seats, and i saw a blind man seating behind us. i saw tears flowing out from his tightly shut blind eyes, and he was still moving his body to an inaudible music that i did not understand. i imagined tat if i m in a world of darkness, and all i can hear is music. perhaps i will feel the same way as he does. i tried to guess what was he thinking. Was he thinking that he is fortunate to be able to listen such lovely music, or was he sobbing over his fate through the sorrowful notes he heard? or was he still absorbed in the music, moving tgt with the rhythm?

what seemed so normal for me perhaps is a great luxury for him. He alerted me not to take things for granted. i m fortunate to be able to see, and to be able to go to concerts like this.

i wish that he will have a good life, and having a never ending music before him :)

2009-07-25T16:47:00.001+08:00

this two weeks are totally maniac la!

MEP concert rocked but it seriously drained all my energy out. btw thanks to those lovely fwens of mine who cheered me up when i was frustrated :D sry for complaining so much X_X

den friday went for PISA which i did until i going to become gonggong liao. 3 HOURS PLUS! T_T

den tday went for translation competition. FINALLY A TAXI STOPPED FOR ME AFTER TWENTY MINUTES. dunno why i so sui, gt like 4 taxis just passed me as if i m transparent T_T. somemore gt one din hav any passenger but when he drive towards me tat time he go change the light to red and whizz past. den i m like O_O and ZZZZZZZZZZZ.

reached nanyang jc at about 7am. and found that i forgt to take receipt from the taxi driver. CANNOT CLAIM FROM CHER LE T_T den walked around abit and found tat 乒乓圆 was filmed there.

our team din get in finals but at least it was still an experience la. CONGRATS JOANNE AND (sry i dunno who ur name is ) for getting the individual awards :D

i feel vry bad missing two festive orchestra prac straight. but really my schedule crash like dunno wad. had to miss both piano and theory tmr for the rehearsal T_T

i think i will go super high after the tuesday concert ends. which also marks the end of CRAZY JULY. perhaps i will get alittle more lucky too in august :D

trying to work very hard and start to do my LA essay but found that i left my notebook in sch. so smart rite!

nvm my luck will come back soon. wahahahahaha. good times are on the wayyyyy.

i shall go high again on monday :D

2009-07-18T19:28:00.001+08:00

yesterday was one of the best days i have in dunman. or perhaps the best? :D i still rememb i din went out much except for proj work and stuff and i was harbouring hope for an occasion where a big group of friends can go out together and have fun without having to worry for proj.

it was just a simple outing-watching a movie. but it meant a TON to me :D

i was looking forward to ystday more than anything else. although many couldn turn up for the movie since alot of them gt cca. in the end those who went are celeste, xinxin, luorong, eileen, ziyang, lester and wengwa. i had a great time doing storyboard with chengkai and ziyang at first in the aftnoon. den aft tat at 4 went to meet celeste at the backgate and off we go! :D luorong was trying to use my trick (stepping ppo’s heels) to get the ppo to walk faster HAHA. eileen watched the movie ysd but she wanted to join us and watch again. glad that she enjoyed herself :D

bus ride was funny. i wanted to become taller so i stood at the back of the bus. wahaha it feels gd to be tall :D it had been long since i laughed so heartily before, HAHAHAAHAHAAHA :D

aft we mad chiong to buy the tickets we found that we are sitting at the THRID ROW. which is like O____O. den we went to get popcorn and aft i saw how big it was, i laughed non stop. some were like asking am i okay but i told celeste that this is a good sign COZ THE HAPPY CRAZY KAIWEN IS BACK WAHAHA :D

yayyyy, although the seats were like super front but i think it makes u feel in the show since u are so infront of the screen. everyone was like nearly lying on the chair but i sat up coz it makes me feel taller HAHA JK. i lied down too but found tat it was abit hard to munch the popcorns. den gt one time xinxin shoved me two handfuls of popcorn into my hand. i was like wondering how i shld eat with my both hands holding on to the popcorn trying not to drop any –.- so in the end i dumped them into ziyang’s popcorn cup (is that how u call it?) and den kope from there haha.

i din dare to drink the pepsi coz i dun want to go toilet and miss the show. In the show, gt one part when a hand suddenly came out of the water, _____ screamed and i almost jumped up. it was super paiseh but ar nvm, cant blame me bcoz i din read the book HAHA.

i think the part where dumbledore died was super sad. T_T especially the music that is played in the background when all the hogwarts students raised their wands. omg i want to get the recording man. the last scene was really beautiful :D aft the movie i was still thinking about the hilarious quotes like:

“WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTIME SOMETHING HAPPENS, YOU THREE ARE INVOLVED?” (not the exact words, but the meaning is there haha)

halfblood prince was brilliant. so was the outing.

aft tat we were like debating about where to go for dinner. i protested fast food bcoz i ve been eating it for the past one week and i will get sorethroat soon if i continue. but the bad thing is everyone was like suibian wif only my vote for kopitiam and lester’s vote for fast food so we played scissors paper stone and i lost ZZZZZZZZ

we went kfc in the end, and i bought a coleslaw. ITS SO NICE CAN? IT HAS ALOT OF VEGE, IT’S COLD, IT’S HEALTHY IT’S CHEAP AND AND IT’S GREEEEEN. i m so not tempted by the chicken okay! haha :D

xinxin was trying very very very hard to tempt me by giving me the “so delicious look” so i asked celeste for the camera and TOOK PICTURE :D haha

time always pass SO quickly when we are having fun. soon it was time to go home. on the mrt i was thinking about an essay that liuyong wrote. he said tat everytime after he watch movie or go for some fun outings, he will feel empty after tat. becoz u realise u are back to the reality. i sort of had that feeling too.

but thanks to celeste who told me on the way to mrt tat this will be the first but never the last, and we look forward to the next! It the end of the day, but the memories will last :D

i found the walk home wasnt long, and i think i almost skipped! haha

thanks buddies for giving me such a wonderful friday!

<3<3<3 3H09!

2009-07-12T19:53:00.001+08:00

currently feeling very sleepy but dun feel like sleeping :P

i hope the concert tmr will go well :D jiayous davin for the violin concerto!

2009-07-10T17:32:00.001+08:00

tday was a nice day. :D

mr siva was really nice and gave all of us packet of goodies with some very popular tibits like M&Ms :D

aft sch me and celeste went to some guitar practice room and hanged around abit while Jereld and Lester and Da Wei played some stuff. i tried the drumset for like the first time :D and L taught me the fingering of some guitar chords. its sad that the keyboard GT NO BATT. T_T if not i wont be so sian there haha.

aft tat we wanted to go hostel to play the electric piano but it was closed so we went back to music atrium and booked the MEP practice room. WAHAHA FINALLY :D

den went mac for lunch. T_T this is the 3 consecutive day i ve been eating fast food T________T

2009-07-08T16:17:00.001+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

rewatched ice age 2 tday coz i totally forgt the plot le although i shld be doing my bsp forum thingy HAHA. laugh until want to cry liao. SCRAT IS SO FUNNY! i especially like the way his eye lid twitch HAHAHA.

i m so gonna watch ice age 3 :D

i think this post abit lag but i nid to pen down so i can look back in the future :D

MONDAY:

anw taohuayuan meeting was really really great. HAH! its nice playing music with all ur friends :D and laughin over crappy things like xxx trying to stuff me into the chinese qipao. HAHA! MANY MANY THANKS TO taohuayuan membs for rehearsing so hard :D and btw ps la i really din noe guitar F chord is so O____O haha. XIE XIE CELESTE FOR CRASHING COURSE and EILEEN FOR HELPING TO STRUM AND KELLIE FOR HELPING TO PRESSS :D

i think we gt alot of attention on the mrt with our weird weird attire and instruments. nvm, we very thick skin de :D 为了project, 我们可以牺牲面子 :D haha. xin gt this very cute hairstyle specially tied by luorong :D :D :D

aftnoon tat time although it rained a little, i think the rain was a cheerful one :D

TUES:

went to conduct bsp proj interview, and me and xin gt super desperate coz cant find ppl to be interviewed. den in the end we went to call ck HAHA which turned out to be hilarious! aftnoon tat time we went tea chapter and ate until super full. xxx cher was super FUNNY, we laugh until going to bao alady. i wont forget the “ammonia” smell and how blur xxx cher was and how YR covered his ears the first instinct when he suan-ed xxx cher. HAHAHA!

many thanks again to all the ppo who cooperated with us to do the interview like ck, celeste and kellie :DD

2009-07-06T08:16:00.001+08:00

O_O juz realised i haven blog for almost one month haha!

i m currently waiting patiently at home for my taohuayuan group to come heehee

so looooking forward :D

i guess tday’s lunch will be really nice, holiday (or maybe not) with friends is always lovely :D

MY HAND IS FINALLY HEALED! WAHAHAHA. ysd the last clot dropped :D (sry i know this is a bit gross) but this oso means that i have to chiong and catch up with my piano and clarinet lessons. i m v scared now :/ one more wk!! T_T

jiayous to all idmi ppo :D

pulau ubin!

2009-06-15T17:39:00.001+08:00

ysd was daddy’s bday, and we went to pulau ubin coz my wish of going chek jawa isnt fulfilling for 2years haha.

we certainly loved the bumb boat ride, its like wave surfing.

i think dad loved the place, coz i haven seen him so interested in smth bfore hah! although we went like SUPER late, at least i brought home quite a collection of pics and videos :D

becoz of my injured head, i wasnt allowed to ride bicycle –.- so we WALKED to chek jawa, took arnd 40min and sweated all over.

like expected, chek jawa is entirely covered, coz we checked the tidal chart in the morn and found that we couldn make it for the morn low tide or the night one too. coz chek jawa closes at 6pm, and low tide will be at 9pm+ -.- so we were really lucky to have encountered the highest tide of the day, 2.2m. (and chek jawa only will be revealed at around 0.4m tide –.-)

catching aeroplanes :D this one is australia de

bob bob bob.

at least the mangrove boardwalk din let us down :D there were quite alot of mudskippers and small small crabs that looked like toys.

the strong mangroves :D

come out la :D

rarr u dare come near i dare pinch u!

nice camouflage heh?

the famous Nipah palm that we got our attap chee

den we climbed the jejawi tower, it is like super high!

the sun is peeping :D

the calming sea and forest and mountain from far far away

tower to the sky!

On the way back we encountered a WILD BOAR! it crossed RIGHT INFRONT OF US and daddy din see it X_X but at least we all saw an Oriental Pied Hornbill flying past. the way back was like omg. this time we took almost an hour to get back to jetty coz leg all going to break le. AFT MY HEAD HEAL I M GOING TO COME BACK AND RIDE BICYCLE. T__T

黄昏

byebye pulau ubin :D

at night we went to eat seafood.

and i loved the black pepper crab heeee :D

2009-06-12T14:29:00.001+08:00

bleh the clumsy me is back.

fell down during a ball game during snyo camp and hit my head on the basketball court ground.

den i was like totally X______X

ignore the details, but for one thing is all the officers and my friends were like super nice and i felt comfy with their accompaniment, xcept for the brain racking pain on my head. THANKU PPL FOR GIVING WORDS OF CONCERN, HELP ME GET STUFF, SUPPORTING ME WHILE I WALK etc.

and another BIG THANKU TO kind mrs wong and another lady (sry i dunno ur name) who sent me home and later my dad sent me to hospital. i felt like some handicap while a nurse brought me onto a wheelchair O_O. gt quite dizzy when the nurse turn me around very fast.

den aft tat gt some xray scan which hurt my head alot coz nid to lie on some metal bed O_O

went back to see the doctor in the room while waiting for her to check the xray pics. MY SCULL LOOKS COOL :D

okay anw, no big prob, no fractures or internal bleeding (O__O) juz gt one huge baluku on my head, (which the doctor say is blood clot :/)

sleeping was like nightmare (for the first time) –.-

and im so sorry luo rong for pangseh-ing u last min becoz i cant go for playmax wif u X__X

bsp camp

2009-06-06T11:12:00.001+08:00

BSP CAMP TOTALLY ROCKED, although gt some talks made me nearly fall asleep la haha. i guess we cant always have the exciting things, must also experience the not-so-exciting things –.-

okay anw i LOVE MY GROUP 四角酷 :D 我们的组长超可爱的。认识了很多新朋友，可是三天那么快就过去了，还是有些依依不舍。我最喜欢第二天的文娱表演，太爆笑了！

感觉有点懒惰。不想写了耶。

不过一定要提到的一点就是：我组长给了我一张卡片，上面有一段是说: 你怎么那么安静！…做事情也总是那么害羞…

我读完后就笑到快晕倒了。她是有史以来第二个说我安静的！(自mr hia之后）没想到kellie组长也这么说她的耶。天哪我们有那么乖吗？哈哈哈哈

所以说人不可貌相哦！

okay back to english. our group gt alot of funny nicknames, one of them is RONG GE. coz this person keep going missing, forever cannot see him in our group one. den later kangqi gav him a new nick, called the: ZHANGDERELLA!!

haha i like that name :D

some “经典名言”:

“RIBENA! 你给我去旁边练到gay一点才给我回来”

“只要rong哥在，全组就在了。”(becoz rong ge always 不在)

“燃烧吧，燃烧吧，火鸟”

2009-05-26T21:48:00.001+08:00

sry for the blabbering for the last post. i m okay liao :D

I have to thank celeste for making my day tday, once again :D

THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.

and oso thank loads for all the ppl who wished my leg to recover soon/help me/gave words of concern :D:D:D

leg ar, must faster recover kay :D den can jump and cheer for ur friends on thurs hehe

2009-05-24T15:42:00.001+08:00

Its my fault. i wont find anymore excuses. seems like every time i ve been making the same mistakes and just cant remember to correct. perhaps i din even had the heart to correct it, or i just don’t have determination at all.

kaiwen, what’s wrong wif you? you have come this far, dun tell me u cant even endure this tiny insignificant obstacle. stop having self-pity and wake up. sink or fly, your own choice, no one can give you help.

only me can help myself. you are right about what you said to me, but soon i m going to prove you wrong.

thanks to it again which killed me and den saved my life.

ironic.

kay its over, now learn to smile. since the sun has came out.

enjoy the light for the rest of the day/

puuuuu~

2009-05-23T12:08:00.001+08:00

ysd interclass was like woah. the guys did a great job bt however lost by a teeny weeny bit. its okay, we will be back nxt year :D as for the girls, goood job for winning :D

First match is with 3B. and i think they showed great team spirit. NICE GOAL XIAMEI :D

as i was resting at the side with my class cheering for the team playing. i felt this overwhelming sense of belonging. the word is united. yes, united as one. the prayer for the ball to go in in the last mins of the game din let us down. and we won by one goal. 3G played really well and it was quite a tough match. The most important thing is all had fun and exercising towards a healthy lifestyle HAHA :D

had a nice long chat with mum tday. she told me that our brain has a special filter that is controlled by ourselves. everyday, we receive thousands of signals from our surroundings. but when we are sad, we often chose to filter out the happy things. however, we could have chosen to filter out the sad things instead, and keep the happy things. i thought for very long, and it seems that all the events have been linked. later i read a story in a magazine about a girl who was born in a low class family. She grew up in the glares of others, discrimination of her classmates and the harsh treatment by her own relatives. However, when a reporter asks her how she feels about her childhood, she replied:"Although all my life I have been looked down by others, i did not forget every single kind things others have done to me. For example, the classmate who always pulled my hair once left two sweets in my pocket. My uncle who always beat me when he was drunk once bought me a dress. And as for my grandpa who hated me secretly told my mother to support me to go university no matter what. I accepted life, and lived in happiness with the memories of these.”

Indeed, she is. But think this way, if she had lived her life in inferiority and self pity, what could she have become?

People aren’t perfect, or hundred percent bad. but we can choose to forgive their mistakes, and keep the good things that they have done for us in our memories. Even for enemies. The filter is under our control. As for ourselves, we too has done wrong many times. the most important thing is to realise the mistake, and know how to not repeat that again.

thanks mum for letting me realise this fact.

puuuuu~

2009-05-20T22:03:00.001+08:00

tday was great. aftnoon went to train for interclass, and the game went super hilarious haha. juz realised nxt wk gt alot alot alot of things. x_X JIAYOUS PPL!

some random poem that i suddenly tot of.

In the face of reality,

blurred images covered the place

black, white or grey.

In the face of reality,

twisted pictures flooded the eye

jump, run or fly.

In the face of reality,

distorted visions filled the mind

happy, mean or kind.

A whirlpool of imaginations.

2009-05-13T21:36:00.001+08:00

sunday went to buy reeds with ZD. AWW SO LONG NO SEE, we gt so manyyy things to tok about. i think we were really lucky that BW was opened haha.

after buying reeds we went subway and had a nice tea break, and a nice long chat. i think she is super hardworking in practicing, so i shall learn from her :D

*the world is really really really small. and amazing.

we are always connected somehow HAHAHA :D tats wad they call 有缘.

lallalalalla~

2009-05-13T21:32:00.001+08:00

i think this is a very very very lag post. but i still hav to post it so its in my memory haha.

went cs concert wif celeste and eileen last sat. the sch performance arts theatre rocked! bt still can improve HAHA. the lights juz off like black out like that. i seriously think the lights of the arts center and LT are MIXED UP coz LT lights can fade to dark one. den we were like constantly getting heart attacks by the sudden on and off of the lights hahaha.

ANW I REALLY LIKED DE CS CONCERT hehehe. xinxin was the emcee and she look super cute on stage.

the opera was like wow. i cant imagine students doin chinese opera haha. the “father” was super pro. Mulan oso. I SAW BELL PLAYING DA LUO :D:D

den for the skits i laugh until nearly bao :D

the dances were like marvelous, especially wif the lighting and constumes. hehe. QIU RUI AND LUO RONG WERENT HARD TO SPOT :D nice danceee :D:D

the skit was super ganren, starring SHENGYA :D i think the bg music and scenes were nice too :D

thanku celeste and eileen for saving my day. :D

2009-05-09T12:52:00.001+08:00

YESTERDAY aft sch, I WENT TO PLAY TABLE TENNIS WIF XINXIN :D i think becoz of table of glory, now gt this “乒乓热” haha.

den played 双打 wif wye inn, zi yang and justin sim. i team wif justin den we everytime miss the ball coz dunno who is going to hit den in the end both of us nv hit. haha tat brings back memories of last year volleyball :D

art club was as usual, but i only went high at the second half of the aftnoon COZ JIAZHEN, KELLIE, XIAMEI NV GO. T___T so i gt no one to disturb/bully/making “inspirational” comments :( HAHAHAHAH.

but nvm, still gt ahwen (wenyi) and weiwei (ming wei) and wanying there :D:D i made three small glass pieces namely : heart, moon and star. the moon took me like almost one hour coz nid to grind away alot alot alot alot of glass that cant be cut. grind halfway i tot my ear is goin to burst, so i went to stuff two tissue paper into my ears so i dun become half of beethoven. (i think i look super retarded bt nvm, ear more important heehee) aft putting the DIY ear muff i was super shuang, so i push the glass until very hard, and den the grinder was like spinning like mad, throwing water and glass powder on my hand. cool de :D

aft finishing the moon my whole hand became numb. nvm, it was juz a finger muscle training session :D den i went back to table and found that ahwen they all did some really nice pieces with smiling faces on them :D:D

lallalla i m so looking forward to cs concert tday :D :D

puuuuuuuu~

2009-05-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

T___T I DUN WAN THE HUNAN TRIP TO BE CANCELLED. NOOOOOOOOO!

anw tday was quite a nice day, except that the smart me forgt to bring the rickshaw compre thing so i gt 0% possibility of getting additional marks.

crap la, tmr gt physics test. TESTS NV END. so we shld get use to it by now. i feel very accomplished being able to chiong finish my LA notes ysd coz tday I FINALLY CAN COPY MY NOTES IN MY OFFICIAL NOTEBOOK AND NOT SOME foolscap paper =.=

9.30pm liao, but the light outside my house make the corridor super bright, like gt sun rise like tat. WASTE ENERGY LEH. oh shucks toking about energy, i juz realised that i still nid to print out flyer for the cip trip for teaching the residents HOW TO SAVE ELECTRICITY AND ENERGY.

mann how come this week seems to be very slack, but actually still gt alot of things haven do.

i shall love this coming sunday aftnoon. YAY ZHANGDI, WE ARE GOING TO BUY REEDS TGT :D :D :D

“before you discriminate others, think about possibilities. possibilities that it’s not what you thought it is”

i <3 the word PUUUUUUUUU~

happy day :D

2009-05-02T15:04:00.001+08:00

yesterday really really rocked :D

morning the moment i woke up, mum told me gt this harvey norman sale at expo and there is a laptop that is only 499 bucks, but only for the first 15 customers. SO the next moment we chionged to expo and luckily we gt it! :D:D using the new lappy now hehe :]

den went to metro and bought a new school bag coz my mum is sick of picking up bits of broken cloth in my room. (my old bag is tearing) haha.

TODAY ROCKED EVEN MORE. morning went for snyo sports day. although alot of ppl i dunno but i made new friends yea :D we played captains ball, soccer, frisbee (that was constantly disturbed by the wind) and TOUCH RUGBY (which went really really confusing but still fun la haha :D) i think i gt more tanned, and gt more fats burned up hahaaha :D

xiu yi had to go off first so i had a lovely lunch wif pamela. bleh i think i forgt some ppl’s names le but nvm, nxt prac i can ask again haha

currently dun feel like doin chinese x_X

lalalla~

2009-04-30T21:30:00.001+08:00

BLEH, tday i was super happy coz finally gt holiday. den i was trying to rack my brains to think wad hmwk i have. den i tot only gt two hcl compo, which i can chiong tmr. SO I SLACKED AWAY MY WHOLE DAY. den i juz realised tat i still gt alot of things to do. T_T SHLD HAV RECALLED EARLIER

nvm, at least i slacked for awhile and tat was a great break.

ahahahahaa :D

and right now u are listening to a new fav song of mine “the call” :D

2009-04-29T20:29:00.001+08:00

aha finally gt time to post hehe. RANDOM PICS AGAIN:D

maths activity—> XIA MEI DRAW DE CUTE CUTE BIRD

ps. the whale is i draw de haha BIRD BIGGER THAN WHALE.

nice lollipop that yiyun gave :D

<3 clouds

mep piano lecture—> I only wanted to take the pianist lor, bt den the 3 guys dun seem to be going away so no choice =.=

fly.

found in TJC :D

i wonder where is the metal ballball

wahaha our kiln is hereeeeee.

and wanying is trying hard to figure out how to use :D

on target.

taken on the car, heng i din miss the ferris wheel haha :D

get on.

sun and flowers.

okay tats all, gonna go slack now :D:D:D

yayyyyyyy

2009-04-26T14:48:00.001+08:00

I SERIOUSLY GOIN TO CRY LIAO. I TOOK LIKE SUPER LOT OF EFFORT TO GO MUSIC SCH FILM THE KIDS LEARN PIANO AND AFT I COME HOME I REALISED THAT MY CAM DIN CAPTURE THE SCENE!

T_____________________T I WAN SMASH MY HEAD LIAO.

SOTONG ME

T__________________________________________T

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-04-25T13:24:00.001+08:00

ysd lunch was like AHHH. nid to do alot alot alot alot of stuff. tq kellie for buying me the fish burger haha.

anw aft artclub i went esplanade to watch king and emperor. I THINK I WAS DAYDREAMING ON THE BUS BECOZ APPARENTLY I DIN SEE dw and ww whereby they are like juz behind. hahaha psps.

went esplanade library to listen to the preconcert talk, den aft that explored the library abit. OMG I FOUND A BOOK OF COMPLETE KEYBOARD WORKS BY COUPERIN!!! i m eyeing on that book liao, NXT TIME I SHALL GO BORROW.

the evening’s concert was like GREAT. the beethoven’s piano concerto “emperor” is indeed a majestic work. i really wondered how he managed to compose at the time where his deafness is deteriorating.

second piece is saint saens’ great ORGAN SYMPHONY. When the organ played the GRANDEUR C MAJOR CHORD, a superb feeling overwhelmed me. the whole section is so majestic that i feel as if the concert hall’s ceilings have opened up and all i can see is the endless stretch of sky. i ve never enjoyed a concert to such an extent ever.

puuuuu~:D:D:D

2009-04-22T20:38:00.001+08:00

KAIWEN! TAKE DEEEEEP BREATH, AND BREATHE.

i m officially goin mad becoz of all the diff schedules that crashed worst then a car accident. BSP, ORCHESTRA, COMPETITION, TRIPS.. and i m really really glad i din take up SMP.

I M GOING TO DRINK MILO AND EAT BISCUIT AND WATCH TV, JUZ THINKING OF FOOOD FOR THE HALF AN HOUR.

but i have hope that i will be okay de.

omg i dun want to see my calendar T_T

JIAYOUS TO MYSELF! GOGO!

puuuuuu~

random story

2009-04-20T20:39:00.001+08:00

here is a random story that came to my mind halfway while i was walking home and den i gt so amused by it i started laughing to myself and den ppl are like throwing me *that* kind of look. HAHAHAHA

one day big bad wolfy accidentally travelled through a time machine, and came to our modern day society. he saw this house where a little girl is roasting pig. so he gt jealous and knocked on the door.

wolfy," OPEN THE DOOR IF NOT I HUFF AND PUFF AND BLOW UR HOUSE DOWN!”

little girl, “stupid.”

wolfy,"huffffffffffffffffff”

little girl,"wah so cooling, nice,nice. blow some more”

wolfy,"ZZZZZZ”

little girl,"haha loser”

wolfy,"wadeva, giv me a piece of ur pork.

little girl,"okay, u can come in through the chimney.

and so stupid loser wolfy jumped into the chimney and gt burnt to death.

-the end-

den after that i tot that abit not fair to wolfy, so i started making up another version of the story from the dialogue onwards:

wolfy,"OPEN THE DOOR IF NOT I HUFF AND PUFF AND BLOW UR HOUSE DOWN!”

little girl,"blow lah! stupid.”

wolfy,"HUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF” (and the house really kena blew down) (**with the assumption that this wolf gt super lung power)

little girl,"OMG”

wolfy,"wahahaha, YAYYYYY”

little girl,"NOOOOOOOOO”

wolfy,"MUAHAHAHAHAA, I OWN”

little girl,"LOL”

and so wolfy gt angry and ate the little girl up.

-the end-

again i tot, both stories abit sadist. so i shall make another version wif happy happy ending:

wolfy:"OPEN THE DOOR IF NOT I HUFF AND PUFF AND BLOW UR HOUSE DOWN!”

little girl:"LAME LA, WASTE UR BREATH, COME IN LA.”

wolfy:"whoo, so nice ar”

little girl:"of course :D:D”

wolfy:"yayyyy!”

and so they both sat down tgt happily eating pork for the rest of their lives.

okay i seriously think that i very boliao. HAHA WAD TO DO, THIS IS THE FANTASTIC RESULT OF BOREDOM. heheheheehehe

lalalla- heck chem liao.

2009-04-19T18:21:00.001+08:00

THESE DAYS ARE REALLY REALLLY HOT. YESTERDAY WAS 35 DEGREES! and this make me imagine random things, haha okay anw:

if one day global warming is so bad that there are no more electricity, I WILL USE FIREFLIES AS LIGHT. but wait a minute, i think they will all die from the heat even before global warming reach that stage.

SO FOR THE SAKE OF FIREFLIES, SAVE THE EARTH!

if one day global warming is so bad that there are no more ice, I WILL USE MY COLD JOKES TO COOL DOWN THE ENVIRONMENT. but then i dun think this will work.

SO FOR THE SAKE OF ICE, SAVE THE EARTH!

if one day global warming is so bad that there are no more islands, I WILL TRY TO MAKE VOLCANO ERUPT AND MAKE MORE ISLANDS, but then i dunno how to make them erupt.

SO FOR THE SAKE OF LITTLE CUTE ISLANDS, SAVE THE EARTH!

kaiwen has officially gone crazy becoz of the heat.

2009-04-11T16:50:00.001+08:00

me and my random past pics again :D

singapore turf club is so nice,

but i definitely din go there to gamble fyi :D

ooo lemon and apples

IF ONLY MY HOUSE IS THIS NICE :D

i <3 pitcher plants

framing moments

i feel like i m in england

let the sea calm my soul

the most powerful tower ever!

2009-04-08T22:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPPYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED ZHEN YI!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D

2009-04-05T19:58:00.001+08:00

woots just finished LA proj meeting like 2 hrs ago. SUPER FUNNY AND FUN haha. oh yea i agree wif xinxin that our team looks so much like a proper team.

feel very bad making hoeshuen and yankai travel so long distance to my hse x_X bt i think i paid back wif all the candiessss haha jkjk. jiahui was super cute and she SOMEHOW CLAIMED THE OWNERSHIP OF THE MONKEY TAT BELONGS TO ME haha. rong played nice piano music for us :D and xinxin recommended me to play msn MINES. :D:D:D:D:D yayyyy i like the game.

den now they all went home le so i very bored. shall post somemore random pics found randomly in my phone taken at random times. HAH! :D

last yr’s mid autumn festival. OUR MOONCAKES VERY NICE DE LOR :D

i miss the old rjc campus.

art is everywhere, even in citylink :D

the road of thoughtfulness.

i din draw this.

taken on the car.

an airport with no airplanes HAHA

guess how i went so close to this creature xD

last yr’s art exbition at dhs. i luv this painting the most :D

abstract art :D i bet u dunno what is this xP

me and jia rong’s clarinets. last yr take one :D

the wonderful blackboard done by me and jiaer and fornax last yr :D

the book tat nv sinks or floats.

4 glass pieces done by me :D

guess hu is this XP

nice light O_O hehe

okay i hope u din get bored haha.

i wish tmr i dun get bored

lalla~

2009-04-04T22:14:00.001+08:00

some random pics that i din hav time to upload previous weeks :D

who says u cant take photo in a moving car,

or bus?

or while u are walking?

now i see why authors 形容太阳仿佛把建筑物镀了一层金

bio prac is fun :D

can u see my phone reflection?

a pic in a phone in a phone.

how come gt statue of liberty in har par villa de? O_O

ROARRRRRR! i bet this car worth alot of money $$$$$$

legendary swan lake.

the prawns of heart.

I M ONE YEAR OLD :DDDDD

I HOPE SOMEDAY I CAN GO ON CRUISE!

i love my piano!

AND I LOVE MY CLARINET!

2009-04-01T20:49:00.001+08:00

AHA my blog is DEADDDDD.

ANW TDAY IS APRIL FOOLS DAY AND I MANAGED TO TRICK TWO PPL TDAY WAHAHA.

hehe these days like no hmwk like tat bt everyday still muz chiong for stuff. one of them is ACE O__O and the jianbao that i almost wanted to pretend i din see.

chionging ACE now den is like gulping down meiji choco milk at the same time. I M BOREDDD. I SO LOOK FORWARD TO MY DINNER TMR coz my dad will be dabaoing jap food to sch :DD

seriously dun think i can finish jianbao le la. tmr aft sch still muz chiong T_T I WANT A HOLIDAY (for the first time) zzz

i cant believe that i m going to watch a concert by MYSELF. and i m so XING TONG OF MY MONEY COZ THE TICK IS ALMOST TWENTY BUCKS. esplanade stall, B row again zzzzzzzzzzz. i think my neck is going to be super cramp and the best thing is i cant see anything going on beyond the first row of strings zzzz =.=

NEXT TIME I M GOING TO BUY THE TICKET HALF A YEAR BFORE THE CONCERT DATE. T_T

then on the way back home i gt bored so i drank water and choked very badly. den suddenly two birds flew TOWARDS me and i was like coughing plus 闪开ing and lost my balance and went out of the pavement and stepped into the grass. i bet the other ppl was like giving the “such a clumsy girl” look. i think i can never be a 格格 coz i cant even walk properly with sports shoe. so forget about clogs. HAHAHAHAHA

BAH.

BOOM.

DAH.

the end.

2009-03-28T21:22:00.001+08:00

ahh accidentally deleted all my tracks in the music player.

D: nvm, its time for something new :D

here is another nice piece.

PIANO EXAM OVERRR :D

2009-03-20T21:58:00.001+08:00

YAY MY PIANO EXAM FINISH LIAO :D:D:D:D:D YAYYYYYYYYYYYY

anw aftnoon i went to national library for LA proj AND MET SAMANTHA AT THE MRT :D so coincident leh, she oso goin library for LA proj somemore same meeting time as us haha.

xinxin and luorong’s lappies so cute so small. den me and hoe shuen can only COPY down notes T___T

heh anw here are some pics i took :D

hah i juz realised i stilll haven start on my hist blehhhhh

2009-03-17T20:07:00.001+08:00

YAYS I M SO HAPPY TDAYY :D went to zhen yi’s hse. her bro’s set of recorders are REAL COOL. the big one is like SUPER BIG :D he played really nice, especially wif the piano accomp :D

den me and zy played duet and it was like hilarious :D:D:D we all sight read through the piece :D i

den we went park and i was super stupid not to bring my hp to the playground. THE SWING IS STILL THERE! I LOVE THE SWING! (although now abit shorter)

time always flies at her hse haha. on the way i gt bored so took some random pics.

the road of memories.

mush-room-s!

i hope u are not poisonous :D

OH YA I WAS SUPER SAD TO SEE MY PRI SCH’S NAME BLANKO OFF-ED FROM THE SIGNBOARD and i was even sadder to see the new name on my pri sch building. T___T

ahhhhh piano exam is friday! i nid go petrol station to jia you le.

hope my brain dun break down :D

lallala~

2009-03-16T09:57:00.001+08:00

aha thx to celeste’s influence i decide to post pics in my blog :D

all else i think ppl will be bored to death by all my pic-less posts.

my house!

forest and meadows :D

a sunset to rememb

a doodle done in artclub when we are bored :D

harbour.

my first flag day :D

A GIGANTIC POKEY STICK :D

2009-03-14T17:25:00.001+08:00

i juz watched “the boy in striped pyjamas”, and it was totally…

seriously i watch until i juz feel like crying to the sky.

and they juz had to include such a beautiful piano background music.

which makes me feel even worst.

many ppl disliked the ending bt i tot it perfectly fits. Only with a tragic ending, den ppl will rememb it, the holocaust. and perhaps this is a better ending for the 2 friends since they unite in death hand in hand, and hav their innocence preserved forever.

Its a great film indeed.

2009-03-13T19:40:00.001+08:00

wow, a term has passed.

i cant even imagine that it is already march holi!

it seems only ysd, that i ve met with my new classmates, and now we have already walked through a term tgt!

i juz realised that i ve been listening to classics this yr and i m like completely out of the 流行歌曲行列 can. den i lost my earpiece too, and deleted all my songs in my phone. now i can only listen to the radio on daddy’s car. even if i hav earpiece oso no use, who ask me hav a daddy and mummy who ARE ABSOLUTELY AGAINST EARPHONES. HAHA!

a yr ago i din even dare to dream that i will be able to go to school in a car. and this yr it really happened. looking back the past term, i ve always been on loggerheads with my dad when it comes to which RADIO STATION TO LISTEN TO. i insisted 92.4, then my dad say later he fell asleep while driving den is my fault. HAHAHA. so i tuned to 95.0 instead to give him more horsepower.

now i totally dunno wad movies they are showing nowadays. it seems that my interest for the 流行 stuff is only confined to holidays. hah nvm, i can entertain myself :D

For example leh, ysd lunch.

IN THE KITCHEN:

first i cracked an egg, and dropped 2 pieces of eggshell into the bowl and dripped a few drops of the egg white onto the table.

den i was very pleased with myself for pouring the exact amount of oil.

and suddenly realised that i forgt to take out all the ingredients needed for fried rice.

tat one still okay. but the pouring of rice into the wok part was horrgible.

i dropped at least 50 grains of rice on the kitchen floor.

and to make it worst while i was frying the rice using 锅铲，somehow i use too much strength and the whole 锅铲 fly off and “pling”, “piang”, “kiang”.

DEN I STARTED LAUGHING AT MYSELF. heng mummy not at home if not she will say i siao.

after i FINALLY managed to finish my fried rice, i had to go sweep the floor, juz to find that it doesnt work since all the rice start sticking onto the sweep. i gt super fed up so i use hand.

aft i happily eat finish, i went kitchen, AND FOUND A BLACK COLOUR OVAL SHAPE ON THE FLOOR, THEN MY EYE BALL ALMOST DROP OUT COZ IT IS ACTUALLY ONE WHOLE ARMY OF ANTS SURROUNDING A RICE GRAIN THAT I MISS OUT.

den i decided to heck and pretend i nv see.

not fair lor, i nv had a PERFECT cooking experience de. i think i m clumsy by nature. BUT THE THINGS I COOK VERY DELICIOUS DE LOR, AND IT’S A FACT KAY :D (ego 一下)

lallala~

2009-03-12T18:22:00.001+08:00

although tday is a holiday,

TDAY IS TOTALLY A STUDY DAY + HMWK DAY.

morning time dunno spend how long doin the physics journal. how to reflect on some science concept? X___X THE MOMENT I KNEW I NID TO REFLECT ON SOME SCIENCE THEORY I WAS LIKE PICTURING THIS KIND OF REFLECTION IN MY BRAIN:

“i agree to the XXXX theory to a large extent because XX scientist won nobel prize for coming up with the XXXX theory. This is why i agree to the XXXX theory since getting a nobel prize for the XXXX theory will mean that the XXXX theory is significant and true. Besides that, XXXX theory is proven to be true with the XXXXXXX test. So I cannot disagree since it is already proven to be true and i dun hav any test to prove it to be false.”

of course i din write that la bt the thought of it sounds hilarious. HAHAA :D

den had a hard time chionging maths. now my whole brain all full of alpha and beta, and the most stupid thing is i keep relating maths to physics and the alpha beta particles blahblah X__________X

STILL GT LA ESSAY OUTLINE T_T

rarr i m miserable.

bt we ALL ARE miserable.

so we ALL shall not be miserable.

and jiayous tgt! YAY :D

(throws confetti and jumps up and down)

p.s. i seriously want to be ALUMINIUM ION, COZ CAN THROW AWAY 3 HMWK (electrons).